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Rev. Isabelle Graesslé, Moderator,
Geneva The trace of
God’s desire in us Sermon
at Nidaros Cathedral Trondheim, 28 June 2003
It
was a long time ago, in a magnificent garden. A
woman, beautiful of course,is looking around , a
man by her side smiles. They are surrounded by luxuriant
nature, especially two huge trees. The woman turns
her head and sees the first tree: it is the tree
of the knowledge of good and evil. Attracted by
its promises, she doesn't really see the other one,
the tree of life. Years later, she would find herself
reflecting on the fact that, actually, the destiny
of the world could have been changed if, instead
of the first tree, she had tasted the fruit of the
other one.
Sometimes after the episode of
the snake, of the anger of God, of the exit from
the garden, the woman dreams as the angel of the
future opens the curtains which veil the horizon.
After all, she is Hava, the Living, mother of the
living people of the earth she has the right to
know. One day, in the quiet of a tiny Greek island,
a man called John will describe and reveal to everyone
the vision of Hava. For the time being, she dreams,
and what she looks at in her vision is even more
spectacular and gorgeous than what she had experienced
in the garden: a large river, the river of the water
of life, is sparkling like crystal. It flows down
the middle of the city street. And suddenly, to
her great surprise, she sees in the very center
of the city the tree of life, the one she regretted
not noticing during her stay in the garden. At that
moment, the angel of the future gets closer and
whispers into her ear: ”It bears fruit twelve times
a year, once every month and its leaves are for
the healing of the nations” (Rev. 22,2).
And
Hava understands, maybe what she did in the garden
was what she had to do, in order to get out of Eden
and to take care of the earth. She had to eat the
fruit of good and evil, in order to become an adult
and to develop a word of knowledge. But the other
tree, the tree of life, in fact was not for her:it
was for the coming generations of whom she was the
mother. These generations would receive the leaves
of the tree of life at the end of the world and,
maybe even before the very end. Now she realized
that she could rest in peace and rejoice in her
vision. And it is at that moment that the angel
of the future decides that it is time to draw the
curtains, for Hava has already closed her eyes.
Time and time again after the visions of
Hava, a young man, viceroy of Egypt but from
Hebrew origins, faces his brothers after years of
jealousy, hatred, betrayal, withdrawal and silence.
Yet, even before revealing his identity to the group
who no longer recognize him , Joseph cries in secret.
And at the time of revelation, which will also be
the time of reconciliation, again Joseph cries,
and cries. He probably realizes then how the
violence of his brothers has been both cruel and
desperate. But surprisingly, these tears, more than
words, will be the means of mutual comprehension,
for reconciliation after all the memories of rejection
and sorrow. Indeed, by his tears Joseph shows
that a reconciliation which addresses only the mind
and reason would have no chance at touching the
soul of those with whom it is necessary to be reconciled.
By living intensively though his emotions
and by celebrating God in the midst of his life,
in the intimacy of his tears thus mixing sorrow
and joy, Joseph testifies to a faith, which is not
merely a nostalgic faith as he turns towards the
people. This is the kind of faith which recognizes
on the face of one's neighbor, even though he would
be vulnerable, violent, jealous and arrogant, the
call for infinity. It is the call to bring to life
the messianic part that we all bear inside of us.
Reconciliation has something to do with the ability
to accept the messianic part of each of us. Joseph,
crying along with his brothers, has accepted it
and this is why he can mix sorrow and joy: the sorrow
of the bad memories and the joy of reconciliation.
Long
after the visions of Hava, many centuries since
the tears of Joseph, a man called Ieshouah finds
himself on the road to Jerusalem. He passes the
fringe of a heretic and strange territory called
Samaria. On his way, the man meets ten lepers. They
stand at a distance, simply because the law forbids
them to get closer. Only the words they exchange
will bring them together. And they shout: ”Ieshouah,
Master, have pity on us!”. Surprisingly, the man
asks them to go and to have the priests examine
them, for according to Jewish law, it was the priests
who had to examine you when you were healed, especially
from leprosy. And the ten lepers find enough confidence
to follow the advice of the young rabbi whom they
had met on their road.
And it works... on
the way, they are made clean. But still, between
them and their healer, the distance remains: they
have had what they wanted, they admire their purified
bodies and disappear from the story. Just one of
them, when he sees that he has been healed, comes
back, praising God in a loud voice, for it seems
that for him healing means much more than the purification
of his body. For the nine others, the prophet Ieshouah
was a way to encounter a new life, a life of reintegration
into the social and religious community. This in
itself is already quite a result! For the tenth
however, it is his healing which constitutes the
way to pass to renewed life. For this tenth man,
the gift of healing is almost overclouded by the
healer. Ieshouah had asked him to let the priest
examine him... actually, the man examined himself
and found that he was healed. And that is why he
comes back: not because he is polite, but because
he has examined himself.
Then, the distances
take another dimension, they disappear themselves
in this movement of the coming back of the Samaritan,
which suddenly finds himself very close to the rabbi
on the road. Here he is, shouting again. This time,
he is not asking for pity, he is just shouting his
gratitude. At that moment, the physical healing,
though quite spectacular, has become an inside journey.
A journey where the distances are abolished and
a human being is resurrected to himself: ”Get up
and go; your faith has made you well”. One could
also understand this to mean: ”Get up, resurrect
yourself so that you can go on your new road”.
But
this story shouldn't be wrongly understood, as a
moral story where nine lepers remained on a very
physical level, and only the tenth was capable of
coming back to himself, only one was capable of
re-appropriating his own history.
One shouldn't
forget that all the lepers were sick and that all
were healed. The only detail that the story gives
us, is that for one of them, something particular
has happened: he sees himself healed and this is
what changes his life. To attest to this change,
Ieshouah sends him back, on the road, with this
affirmation: ”Your faith made you well”. Does it
mean that the first nine are not yet made well...
there is nothing about that in the story. Maybe,
then, the miracle doesn't correspond to the healing
itself... but to what happens after the healing.
To what is made out of the healing...
Beyond
healing, there have been words exchanged, distances
have been abolished, a confidence has been re-established,
a dismissal has been made in order to continue on
the road. Beyond healing, it is simply a resurrection.
This is what salvation means. And it's already quite
a lot! For years, I didn't like the word ”salvation”.
I found it dated, unsuitable to the postmodern expectations
about spirituality and faith. Actually, I think
I disliked more what theology had done to the concept
of ”salvation” a kind of supreme goal to pursue,
by virtue of moral principals or, in a more Protestant
version, by virtue of tons of faith. But the story
of the Samaritan leper just tells us about the fullness
of life. About the many leaves of the tree of life
which have fallen on our path. About the many messianic
fragments which are connecting us to our divine
origin.
When the rabbi on the road dismisses
the healed leper for the second time, when he sends
him off on the roads of the world with the assurance
of a salvation given in plenty, it is to remind
him of the intensity which from now on belongs to
him. Although Ieshouah is the Messiah, he is the
one who reveals to each and everyone their own messianic
part. Salvation therefore, as the Kingdom, begins
not in an imaginary future but already down here,
starting from the moment that each of us is healed
from missing his or her messianic part. It is when
each of us is reconciled with it, which means then
reconciliation is possible also with others, even
when they come from Samaria. Knowing that, whether
we like it or not, we are always the Samaritan to
somebody!
Just after this story, the Pharisees
ask Ieshouah when the Kingdom of God would come.
The rabbi answers: ”The Kingdom of God does not
come in such a way as to be seen. No one will say:
‘Look, here it is!’ or ’There it is!’; because the
Kingdom of God is within you” (Luke 17,20-21).
It
is exactly because the Kingdom is really here and
now, in our midst, inside each one of us, that our
lives cannot be reduced to what it is physically.
Our origin calls us to more greatness as well as
to more intensity. Our road is marked by small and
large resurrections. This is because the word which
resurrects our messianic part, the word which is
resurrection, continues to send people off on the
roads of life.
Besides miracles which are
wonders, there are miracles of other profundity.
Miracles which open an exchange of significant words,
miracles which give meaning to life, which untie
that which preys upon our lives, those we all know
so well: for our modern leprosies often bear the
names of our anxieties.
Healing and reconciliation,
in our existence, have something to do with the
trace of God's desire in us. A desire of seeing
us reconciled, healed and resurrected to life, here
and now.
To be reconciled, healed and resurrected
to life, that is indeed our human vocation: May
that be also our joy!
Amen
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